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THE SIXTH OF THE BIG TEN: ​​ HONORING LIFE

Exodus 20:13

Rev. Paul Wrightman  ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​​​ 9/24/23 ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​​​  ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​​​ 

 

 

WE CONTINUE OUR SERMON SERIES ON THE TEN COMMANDMENTS

FROM A​​ JEWISH​​ POINT OF VIEW.

 

UNLIKE MANY​​ OF OUR CONTEMPORARIES,​​ ​​ 

WHO SEE THE COMMANDMENTS ​​ 

AS​​ LIMITATIONS​​ ON OUR​​ FREEDOM,

 

OUR JEWISH BROTHERS AND SISTERS​​ ​​ 

WHO PRACTICE THEIR FAITH SEE THEM

AS THE INVALUABLE​​ GIFT

OF TEN​​ LIFE-GIVING​​ WORDS FROM GOD

WHOSE INTENT IS TO TEACH US HOW TO​​ LIVE,

HOW TO LIVE​​ ABUNDANTLY.

 

I, PERSONALLY, AM FULLY PERSUADED​​ 

THAT MOSES WAS ONE A VERY, VERY SMALL GROUP​​ 

OF PERSONS WHO WE MIGHT DESIGNATE​​ 

AS​​ RELIGIOUS “GIANTS,” OR RELIGIOUS “GENIUSES” –

 

PERSONS WHO IN THEIR ENCOUNTER WITH GOD

RECEIVED REVELATION THAT WAS NOT MERELY​​ 

ADDRESSED​​ TO​​ THEM AS​​ INDIVIDUALS,

 

BUT REVELATION WHICH GOD INTENDED TO FLOW​​ THROUGH​​ THEM

TO SHAPE THE LIFE OF A​​ PEOPLE,

 

AND THEN, THROUGH THAT PEOPLE,

TO TRANSFORM​​ HUMANITY​​ AS A​​ WHOLE.

 

ALREADY IN THIS SERMON SERIES WE HAVE SEEN HOW

THE TEN COMMANDMENTS​​ ARE UNCANNILY​​ UP​​ TO​​ DATE;

 

THEY​​ ARE​​ AS RELEVANT FOR LIFE​​ TODAY

AS THEY​​ WERE​​ WHEN THEY WERE GIVEN​​ 

SOME THREE THOUSAND THREE HUNDRED YEARS AGO.

 

ANOTHER UNCANNY ASPECT OF THE COMMANDMENTS

IS THAT THEY CONTAINED DIMENSIONS OF TRANSFORMATION

WHICH WERE WAY​​ AHEAD​​ OF THEIR TIME

AND WHICH HAD TO BE​​ GROWN​​ INTO.

 

FOR EXAMPLE, THE SEVENTH WORD,

“YOU SHALL NOT COMMIT ADULTERY,”​​ 

WHICH WE WILL BE LOOKING AT NEXT WEEK,

SHOULD NOT EXIST AS A DISTINCT COMMANDMENT AT ALL,

 

GIVEN THE FACT​​ 

THAT AT THE TIME THE COMMANDMENTS WERE GIVEN,

WIVES WERE CONSIDERED TO BE

THE​​ PROPERTY​​ OF THEIR HUSBANDS,

 

THERE WAS​​ NO​​ NEED​​ FOR A COMMANDMENT

HAVING TO DO WITH ADULTERY.

 

PROPERTY WAS​​ ALREADY​​ COVERED​​ BY THE EIGHTH WORD,

“YOU SHALL NOT​​ STEAL.”

 

THE INTENT​​ 

OF THE COMMANDMENT CONCERNING ADULTERY

WAS SPECIFICALLY TO AFFIRM AND PROTECT

THE MARRIAGE​​ RELATIONSHIP

 

AS THE MASTER-METAPHOR

FOR THE RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN​​ GOD​​ AND​​ HUMAN​​ BEINGS.

 

IT​​ TOOK​​ ABOUT​​ FIVE​​ CENTURIES

FOR THE RELATIONAL​​ IMPLICATIONS

OF THE SEVENTH WORD CONCERNING MARRIAGE

 

TO BE SEEN AND AFFIRMED​​ 

BY SOME OF THE GREAT​​ PROPHETS​​ OF ISRAEL:

HOSEA AND ISAIAH IN PARTICULAR.

 

IT LOOKS VERY MUCH AS IF

GOD​​ REVEALED​​ THESE TEN COMMANDMENTS,

THESE TEN LIFE-GIVING WORDS,

 

KNOWING​​ THAT THEY WERE WAY​​ AHEAD​​ OF THEIR TIME

AND THAT THE HEBREW PEOPLE WOULD TAKE CENTURIES,

INDEED MILLENIA, TO​​ GROW​​ INTO​​ THEM.

 

THIS IS VERY MUCH THE CASE WITH THE COMMANDMENT

WE ARE FOCUSING ON TODAY,​​ 

“YOU SHALL NOT KILL.”

 

FIRST OF ALL, A COMMENT ON TRANSLATION,

OR, MORE ACCURATELY,​​ MISTRANSLATION.

 

WHEN WE LOOKED AT JESUS’ SERMON ON THE MOUNT,

WE SAW HOW IT VERY MUCH LOOKED​​ LIKE

THERE WAS A​​ SUSTAINED​​ ATTEMPT

ON THE PART OF CONTEMPORARY TRANSLATORS

TO​​ WATER-DOWN​​ THE​​ CHALLENGE​​ OF JESUS’ TEACHINGS

BY CONSISTENLY CHOOSING THE MORE “SPIRITUAL” ALTERNATIVE.

 

THUS, WHEREAS CONTEMPORARY​​ 

SPANISH,​​ FRENCH,​​ GERMAN, AND​​ ITALIAN​​ 

TRANSLATIONS REGULARLY USE THE WORD​​ JUSTICE,

MEANING​​ RESTORATIVE​​ JUSTICE FOR THOSE WHOM SOCIETY

HAS​​ RIPPED-OFF,

 

THE HUGE MAJORITY OF​​ CURRENT​​ ENGLISH​​ TRANSLATIONS​​ ​​ 

USE THE WORD “RIGHTEOUSNESS,”

WHICH TENDS TO SPIRIT-AWAY ANY CONCRETE​​ DEMANDS

THAT JESUS MAY BE MAKING OF US.

 

A VARIATION ON THIS THEME OF SPIRITING-AWAY

ANY UNCOMFORTABLE CHALLENGES​​ ​​ 

BY GETTING RID OF THEM IN THE PROCESS OF TRANSLATION,

CAN BE SEEN IN THE TRANSLATION OF TODAY’S COMMANDMENT,

 

WHICH ALMOST ALL CONTEMPORARY ENGLISH TRANSLATIONS

RENDER AS “YOU SHALL NOT​​ MURDER,”

 

INSTEAD OF THE MORE​​ ACCURATE, MORE​​ INCLUSIVE,

AND INFINITELY MORE​​ DEMANDING​​ “YOU SHALL NOT​​ KILL.”

 

SOMEWHAT SURPRISINGLY, THE KING JAMES VERSION OF 1611

GETS IT RIGHT: “THOU SHALT NOT KILL.”

 

HOW DO WE​​ KNOW​​ THAT THE​​ CORRECT​​ WORD IS “KILL,”

AND NOT “MURDER?”

 

WE KNOW FROM THE​​ CONTEXT​​ 

IN WHICH THE WORD OCCURS IN THE HEBREW SCRIPTURES.

 

SINCE THE HEBREW WORD USED IN THIS COMMANDMENT

IS USED TO DESCRIBE ALL SORTS OF KINDS OF KILLING,

ACCIDENTAL,​​ INTENTIONAL, EVEN​​ LEGAL,

 

THE RANGE OF THE WORD IS​​ BROAD, MEANING “TO​​ KILL,”

AND NOT​​ NARROW, MEANING “TO​​ MURDER.”

 

HERE, TOO, I SUSPECT SOMETHING OF A​​ COVER-UP.

 

GIVEN OUR ALL-TOO-HUMAN PROPENSITY TO KILL,

GIVEN OUR ENDLESS WARS,

AND ENDLESS RATIONALIZING OF​​ OUR WARS

IN THE NAME OF GOD,

 

THE​​ ORIGINAL​​ MEANING OF THE SIXTH COMMANDMENT,

“THOU SHALT NOT​​ KILL,”

IS JUST TOO​​ MUCH, TOO​​ BIG,​​ AND​​ TOO​​ UNIVERSAL​​ FOR US.

 

WE CAN LIVE WITH “THOU SHALT NOT​​ MURDER,”

BECAUSE MOST OF US ARE NOT MURDERERS.

 

BUT “THOU SHALT NOT​​ KILL

IMPLICATES​​ ALL​​ OF US BECAUSE IT IMPLICATES

THE KILLING PRACTICED BY​​ ALL​​ GOVERNMENTS,

VERY MUCH INCLUDING OUR OWN.

 

WE MENTIONED HOW THE​​ SEVENTH​​ COMMANDMENT,

“THOU SHALT NOT COMMITMANT ADULTERY,”

 

WAS​​ ACTUALLY WAY AHEAD OF ITS TIME,​​ 

 

AND HOW IT TOOK FIVE HUNDRED YEARS

FOR THE PROPHETS TO PICK UP ON​​ 

ITS RELATIONAL IMPLICATIONS.

 

THE SAME DYNAMIC WAS​​ AND IS AT WORK​​ ​​ 

IN THIS​​ SIXTH​​ COMMANDMENT,

“THOU SHALT NOT KILL.”

 

WE HAVE THE IRONIC SITUATION

OF GOD REVEALING GOD’S​​ DEEPEST​​ WILL TO MOSES,

“THOU SHALT NOT KILL,”

 

WHILE AT THE​​ SAME​​ TIME​​ THE VERY PEOPLE

TO WHOM GOD GAVE THIS COMMANDMENT

CONTINUED TO BELIEVE THAT IT WAS THIS SAME GOD

WHO TOLD THEM TO GO TO WAR​​ AND WHO FOUGHT ON THEIR SIDE.

​​ 

HERE AGAIN WE ARE PUSHED TO ASK THE QUESTION

“DOES GOD FOLLOW GOD’S OWN COMMANDMENTS?”

 

DOES​​ FOLLOW GOD’S​​ OWN​​ COMMANDMENTS?

 

MANY OF US WOULD ANSWER THIS QUESTION

WITH A RESOUNDING “YES!”

 

BUT IF GOD FOLLOWS GOD’S OWN COMMANDMENTS

 

THIS CAN ONLY MEAN THAT ALL THOSE TIMES

IN THE HEBREW SCRIPTURES WHEN GOD IS PORTRAYED

AS INVOKING AND EVEN PARTICIPATING IN WARFARE

 

ARE​​ NOTHING​​ MORE​​ THAN​​ HUMAN BEINGS​​ PROJECTING​​ 

THEIR​​ OWN​​ VIOLENCE ONTO​​ GOD.

 

IF​​ THE TEN COMMANDMENTS

GIVE US A GLIMPSE INTO THE​​ DEEPEST​​ HEART AND WILL OF GOD,

THEN​​ THEY ARE WAY​​ AHEAD​​ OF WHERE THE HEBREW PEOPLE WERE

AT THE TIME THEY WERE GIVEN.

 

INDEED, THERE ARE WAY​​ AHEAD​​ OF

WHERE THE MAJORITY OF​​ CHRISTIANS​​ ARE IN THIS COUNTRY​​ TODAY.

 

KINGS LIKE DAVID AND SOLOMON MAY HAVE SINCERELY BELIEVED

THAT THEY WERE FIGHTING​​ GODS​​ WARS,

 

BUT, IN REALITY, THEY WERE SIMPLY PROJECTING

THEIR OWN WILL-TO-POWER, THEIR OWN ADDICTION TO VIOLENCE,

ONTO GOD,​​ 

 

USING GOD’S NAME AND GOD’S WILL TO JUSTIFY THE WARS

THAT THEY WERE ALREADY BOUND AND DETERMINED TO FIGHT.

 

GOD’S DEEPEST WILL REGARDING WAR​​ 

HAD​​ ALREADY​​ BEEN​​ REVEALED​​ IN THE​​ TEN​​ COMMANDMENTS,

“THOU SHALT NOT KILL.”

PERIOD.

 

THE PROCLIVITY OF CONTEMPORARY​​ 

ENGLISH-LANGUAGE TRANSLATORS​​ 

TO​​ WATER-DOWN​​ THE​​ ORIGINAL​​ MEANING​​ OF COMMANDMENTS

WHICH THEY DEEM TO BE TOO DIFFICULT, TOO CHALLENGING,

​​ 

WREAKS​​ HAVOC​​ ON THE ORIGINAL TEACHINGS OF​​ JESUS.

 

THUS, IN THE SERMON ON THE MOUNT,

WHICH IN MANY WAYS IS JESUS’ PERSONAL COMMMENTARY

ON THE TEN COMMANDMENTS,

 

WHEN JESUS​​ EXPANDS​​ ON THE MEANING​​ 

OF THE SIXTH COMMANDMENT,

 

LINKING​​ IT TO​​ ANGER,​​ 

(Matthew 5:22)

AND​​ EXPANDING​​ IT TO COVER​​ 

ONE’S​​ ENEMIES​​ AS WELL AS ONE’S​​ NEIGHBORS,

(Matthew 5:43-48)

 

ALMOST ALL CONTEMPORARY ENGLISH TRANSLATIONS​​ 

MISTRANSLATE​​ AND HAVE JESUS SAY,

 

“YOU HAVE HEARD THAT IT WAS SAID TO THOSE OF ANCIENT TIMES,

‘YOU SHALL NOT​​ MURDER,​​ AND WHOEVER​​ MURDERS

SHALL BE LIABLE TO JUDGMENT.”

 

THE​​ CORRECT​​ TRANSLATION​​ IS:

 

“YOU HAVE HEARD THAT IT WAS SAID TO THOSE OF ANCIENT TIMES,

‘YOU SHALL NOT​​ KILL, AND WHOEVER​​ KILLS

SHALL BE LIABLE TO JUDGMENT.”

(Matthew 5:21)

 

THE USE OF THE WORD “MURDER” INSTEAD OF “KILL”

PRETTY MUCH TAKES THE​​ STING​​ OUT OF JESUS’​​ COMMAND

TO​​ LOVE​​ OUR​​ ENEMIES.

 

SINCE WAR IS​​ NEVER​​ DEFINED IN TERMS OF​​ MURDER,

BUT​​ ALWAYS​​ IN TERMS OF​​ LAWFUL​​ KILLING,

 

HAVING JESUS TAKE ON MURDER SPECIFICALLY,

AND NOT KILLING IN GENERAL,

 

SEEMS​​ TO PROVIDE​​ SCRIPTURAL​​ JUSTIFICATION

FOR BEING ABLE TO “LOVE” OUR ENEMY​​ 

WHILE AT THE SAME TIME​​ KILLING​​ HIM OR HER.

 

SINCE WE HAVE​​ DEFINED​​ THE MURDER​​ OUT​​ OF​​ WAR,

WHEN WE KILL SOMEONE IN WARFARE IT IS NO LONGER MURDER,

AND WE CAN STILL CONSIDER OURSELVES TO BE GOOD CHRISTIANS.

 

TODAY THE OVERWHELMING CONCENSUS​​ 

OF BIBLICAL SCHOLARS AND SYSTEMATIC THEOLOGIANS

IS THAT​​ JUST​​ AS​​ JESUS PROCLAIMED​​ 

GOD’S UNCONDITIONAL LOVE AND UNCONDITIONAL FORGIVENESS,

 

SO​​ ALSO​​ JESUS COMMANDED HIS FOLLOWERS TO​​ LIVE OUT

UNCONDITIONAL NONVIOLENCE AND LOVE OF ENEMY.

 

AND THIS UNCONDITIONAL NONVIOLENCE AND LOVE OF ENEMY

IS EXACTLY WHAT THE EARLY CHURCH UNEQUIVOCALLY PRACTICED.

 

THIS ALL CHANGED WHEN THE ROMAN EMPEROR CONSTANTINE

ALLEGEDLY BECAME A CHRISTIAN,

AND SET THE STAGE FOR CHRISTIANITY

TO BECOME THE STATE RELIGION,

 

COMPLETE WITH THE STATE TRAPPINGS​​ 

OF GOD-INSPIRED WARS AND CRUSADES.​​ 

 

EVER SINCE THE​​ TIME OF CONSTANTINE,

CHRISTIANITY HAS LARGELY BEEN A RELIGION​​ OF​​ EMPIRE,

BLESSING CONQUEST, CRUSADE, AND THE GENOSIDE

OF MILLIONS OF NATIVE PEOPLES AS “GOD’S WILL.” ​​ 

 

ALL THIS​​ IN​​ SPITE​​ OF​​ THE FACT THAT “GOD’S WILL”

AS​​ ENDORSED​​ BY​​ EMPIRE​​ 

WAS OFTEN EXACTLY THE​​ OPPOSITE

OF GOD’S WILL AS​​ REVEALED​​ BY​​ JESUS.

 

AT THIS POINT I HAVE TO GET PERSONAL.

 

EVEN THOUGH I BELIEVE THAT GOD MEANT THE COMMANDMENT

“THOU SHALT NOT KILL,” TO BE​​ BINDING,

 

AND EVEN THOUGH I BELIEVE THAT JESUS REALLY​​ MEANT​​ IT

WHEN HE COMMANDED US TO LOVE OUR ENEMIES,

 

I ALSO BELIEVE THAT THERE​​ HAVE BEEN​​ 

WARS IN RECENT TIMES WHERE FIGHTING

WAS A NECESSARY EVIL.

 

I’M TALKING ABOUT​​ THE SECOND WORLD WAR AND KOREA,

AND, SADLY,​​ THE CURRENT WAR BETWEEN UKRAINE AND RUSSIA.

 

I FIND THE EXAMPLE OF THE GERMAN PASTOR AND THEOLOGIAN

DIETRICH BONHOEFFER TO BE PARADIGMATIC​​ FOR ME HERE.

 

BONHOEFFER WAS CONVINCED THAT JESUS TAUGHT​​ 

THE WAY OF NONVIOLENCE.

 

BUT​​ BONHOEFFER BECAME CONVINCED THAT NONVIOLENCE

WAS INCAPABLE OF​​ STOPPING HITLER.

 

FACED WITH​​ AN​​ IMPOSSIBLE SITUATION,

BONHOEFFER CHOSE TO TAKE PART​​ 

IN AN ASSASSINATION PLOT​​ TO KILL HITLER.

 

FOR ADVOCATING VIOLENCE AGAINST HITLER

BONHOEFFER ACKNOWLEDGED THAT HE WAS,

INDEED,​​ BREAKING​​ GOD’S​​ LAW,

AND FOR THAT HE ASKED GOD’S​​ FORGIVENESS.

 

IF WE ARE TO REGAIN OUR INTEGRITY AS CHRISTIANS

CONCERNING GOD’S COMMANDMENT AGAINST KILLING,

 

I THINK IT IS FAR MORE HONEST, LIKE BONHOEFFER,

TO ACKNOWLEDGE THE UNCONDITIONAL NATURE OF GOD’S LAW,

​​ 

AND ASK GOD’S FORGIVENESS​​ 

WHEN WE ARE FACED WITH AN IMPOSSIBLE SITUATION

AND CANNOT KEEP IT.

 

THERE’S SOMETHING ELSE.

 

IF YOU’RE ANYTHING LIKE ME, AND I’M SURE THAT YOU ARE,

I SUSPECT THAT ONE OF YOUR BIGGEST PROBLEMS WITH GOD

IS THAT GOD ALLOWS HUMANKIND TO ENGAGE​​ 

IN SO MUCH VIOLENCE, HATRED, AND EVIL.

​​ 

THAT GOD ALLOWS​​ THIS​​ IS KNOWN AS “THE PROBLEM OF EVIL,”

AND IS BY FAR THE MOST COMMON REASON​​ 

THAT PEOPLE GIVE FOR REJECTING GOD ALTOGETHER.

 

EVEN THOUGH YOU AND I DON’T GO SO FAR AS TO​​ REJECT​​ GOD

BECAUSE OF THE VAST AMOUNT OF EVIL THAT GOD ALLOWS,

IT IS STILL A​​ HUGE​​ PROBLEM FOR MANY OF US,

BECAUSE IT UNDERMINES OUR ABILITY TO TOTALLY​​ TRUST​​ GOD.

 

THERE IS ALWAYS A STILL, SMALL, “BUT” IN A CORNER OF OUR MINDS

WHICH QUESTIONS GOD’S GOODNESS BECAUSE OF THIS.

 

MANY OF YOU KNOW THAT AT TIMES I MAKE A POINT OF

ARGUING WITH GOD, BASING MY BOLDNESS ON THE EXAMPLE

OF BIBLICAL CHARACTERS LIKE MOSES, JACOB, JOB, AND JEREMIAH.

​​ 

I DISTINCTLY REMEMBER AN EXPERIENCE OF ARGUING WITH GOD

IN WHICH I ANGRILY SHOUTED AT GOD

“WHY DON’T YOU JUST​​ MAKE​​ US BROKEN HUMAN BEINGS​​ 

DO WHAT​​ YOU​​ WANT? ​​ THEN WE COULD FINALLY HAVE​​ 

SOME PEACE AND JUSTICE IN THIS WORLD.”

 

ALMOST IMMEDIATELY AFTER ANGRILY YELLING THIS AT GOD,

IN MY MIND’S EYE I RECEIVED AN​​ IMAGE OF A SOLID​​ 

STAINLESS STEEL CUBE. ​​ IT WAS​​ BIG, I’D SAY ABOUT 6 FEET SQUARE.

 

IT WAS SITTING ON A BARREN DESERT LANDSCAPE,​​ 

LIFELESS AND ALL ALONE.

 

AND THEN I GOT IT. ​​ THE WHOLE POINT OF THIS IMAGE

WAS THAT IT​​ WAS​​ LIFELESS. ​​ 

 

GOD’S SPIRIT WAS TELLING ME THAT IF GOD​​ FORCED​​ HUMANITY

INTO OBEYING GOD’S LAWS,​​ MADE​​ US LIVE LIVES​​ 

OF JUSTICE AND PEACE, WE WOULD, INDEED, HAVE A “PERFECT”

WORLD, BUT THIS PERFECT WORLD WOULD BE AS PERFECT​​ 

AND LIFELESS​​ AS A SIX FOOT SQUARE STAINLESS STEEL CUBE.

 

YES, GOD WANTS US TO LIVE LIVES WHICH EMBODY​​ 

JUSTICE AND PEACE, BUT HE WANTS OUR JUSTICE AND OUR PEACE

TO FLOW OUT OF OUR​​ LOVE​​ FOR GOD AND NEIGHBOR.

 

COERCED​​ JUSTICE AND PEACE, EVEN IF COERCED BY GOD,

AMOUNT TO A SHAM JUSTICE AND A SHAM PEACE​​ 

BECAUSE THEY ARE NOT FREELY GIVEN.

 

ONE CAN FIGURE OUT FROM SCRIPTUE THAT THERE ARE

CERTAIN SPIRITUAL LAWS WHICH ARE JUST AS BINDING

IN GOD’S DIMENSION AS THE LAW OF GRAVITY​​ 

IS IN OUR DIMENSION.

 

THESE ARE “GOD’S OWN ABSOLUTES,” AS IT WERE.

 

ONE OF GOD’S ABSOLUTES IS THAT GOD WILL SETTLE

FOR NOTHING LESS THAN LOVE, JUSTICE, AND PEACE

FREELY​​ GIVEN ON OUR PART AS OUR FREE​​ RESPONSE​​ 

TO GOD’S OWN LOVE AND GOODNESS.

 

GOD IS TELLING US THAT​​ FORCED​​ LOVE, FORCED JUSTICE,

AND FORCED PEACE ARE NOT REAL PEACE, JUSTICE, AND LOVE,

BUT ACTUALLY THEIR OPPOSITES.

 

I STILL GET ANGRY AT GOD ABOUT THE “PROBLEM OF EVIL”

AT TIMES.

 

BUT NOW WHEN I DO GOD REMINDS ME OF THAT​​ 

STAINLESS STEEL CUBE, AND I’M FORCED TO CHOOSE BETWEEN

A WORLD THAT IS MESSY AND VIOLENT BUT ALIVE

AND A WORLD THAT IS COLDLY PERFECT AND DEVOID OF LIFE.

 

ANOTHER QUESTION THAT I THREW AT GOD IN ONE OF MY

BURSTS​​ OF ANGER WAS “WHY DON’T YOU JUST COME DOWN

AND STRAIGHTEN THINGS OUT?, WHY DON’T YOU SHOW US​​ 

HOW TO LIVE?”

 

AND TO THIS DOUBLE-PRONGED QUESTION I FELT A SAD,

RESIGNED LAUGH​​ ON GOD’S PART.

 

I SENSED THAT GOD WAS SAYING TO ME:

“BUT I​​ HAVE​​ ‘COME DOWN.’ ​​ BUT I​​ HAVE​​ SHOWN YOU HOW TO LIVE.”

ISN’T THIS WHAT I DID IN REVEALING MYSELF TO HUMANKIND

IN THE PERSON OF JESUS?

 

WHAT MORE CAN I DO? ​​ I BECAME A PERSON PRECISELY​​ 

IN ORDER TO SHOW YOU HOW TO LIVE.

 

IS IT​​ MY​​ FAULT THAT​​ YOU​​ REJECTED​​ ME?

 

WHAT​​ MORE​​ CAN I DO? ​​ WHAT MORE CAN I​​ DO?”

 

SO IT SEEMS TO ME THAT THE ONLY POSSIBLE WAY

THAT WE BROKEN HUMAN BEINGS CAN BEGIN

TO LIVE AND LEAN INTO THE LIFE-GIVING TEACHING

OF “YOU SHALL NOT KILL,”​​ IS TO GO BACK --​​ 

 

TO GO BACK TO OUR LOVE RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD,

WHICH WILL GIVE US THE FREEDOM AND THE POWER​​ 

THAT WE NEED TO BEGIN LIVING OUT​​ PEACE AND LOVE

AS GOD LIVED IT OUT IN THE PERSON OF JESUS.

 

AMEN.​​ 

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